Notes: Electrical
crisis averted! Writing done! Swords sheathed, at least for the moment. Prepare for détente, ladies and
gentlemen. Things get wacky from here on
out.
Title: The Academy
Part Ten: You Might Be The Last To Know, But At Least You
Know
***
It
didn’t take a genius to figure out that something serious was happening behind Cody
and Ten’s closed door. Darrel tried not
to look at it, but he couldn’t help glancing over whenever the volume rose loud
enough to be heard through the walls.
They were supposed to be soundproof, but apparently no soundproofing had
yet been invented that could withstand Ten.
“I
wouldn’t worry,” Grennson said from the other side of their newly requisitioned
kitchen table, where he sat and sipped on the spicy tea of his world. It was sweet and peppery and Darrel was trying
hard not to develop an addiction for the stuff, but Grennson always poured him
a cup in the mornings and it tasted so much better than coffee or bissap juice.
“I’m
not worried,” Darrel said quickly, and it was such a lie that he wasn’t
surprised when Grennson raised one eyebrow.
It was a very human expression of disbelief, and Darrel wondered if he’d
learned it from Jason Kim. “Fine, I’m a
little worried. Who’s Ten yelling at?”
“I
believe it’s Cody’s sponsor.”
“Why is
she here?”
The
quills on Grennson’s back fluffed up a little, like a full-spinal shrug. “I’ve no idea, but I’m sure we’ll find out
soon.”
Darrel
frowned. “Why would they tell us
anything?”
“Because
we’re their quad mates.”
“But
that doesn’t mean anything,” Darrel objected.
“All being quad mates does is put us into close proximity with each
other.”
“Proximity
is an important part of forging emotional bonds,” Grennson said.
“It’s
not a guarantee, though.”
“My
human father is very fond of saying ‘There are no guarantees in life,’”
Grennson replied tranquilly. “He also
says ‘True families are made, not born.’
Given that he chose to make his family almost entirely out of another
race on an alien planet, I think that second saying is rather apt.”
“You
can’t get rid of the family you’re born with,” Darrel said dully. He’d listened to two messages from his
grandmother already that morning, one about why he wasn’t the captain of the
paraball team yet, one about his “disciplinary issues” with regards to
Ten. She’d let him know that she’d be
calling in another fifteen minutes, presumably so she could reiterate her
problems with Darrel to his face.
“No,”
Grennson agreed. “But you can minimize
their impact if it has a negative effect on you, and I don’t think I’m wrong in
assuming that your family’s effect on you is rarely positive.”
“And
you think all of us being friends is going to fix that?” Darrel knew he was being harsh, but he’d
barely slept at all last night, guilt and anger warring in him until he’d
twisted so much that his blankets became a prison, wrapping him up tight.
“I
think it’s a good place to start,” Grennson said. “I certainly enjoy being your friend, I don’t
see why Ten and Cody won’t.”
“Ten
hates me.”
“No,”
Grennson corrected him. “Ten takes
advantage of your weaknesses in order to elicit a particular reaction from
you. Very few people have ever treated
hir with kindness, and now ze lashes out at others before they can hurt hir
first. If the anger and disappointment
comes as a direct result of something Ten has done, rather than what ze is, Ten
can understand and cope with it. You
really aren’t dissimilar at all,” Grennson added.
“I am
nowhere near as rude,” Darrel said.
“True.”
Grennson sipped his tea and said nothing else, and after a moment Darrel couldn’t
bear the silence.
“What?”
“Hmm?”
“What
else do you want to say that you aren’t saying?”
“There’s
nothing else I want to say right now,” Grennson replied with a smile. “How does the saying go… ‘Silence is golden’?”
“If you
have a problem with me you can tell me,” Darrel pressed. “I want
you to tell me.”
“I’m
not the one who has problems with you.
You’re always perfectly nice to me.
You’re my friend, and I value that friendship very much.” He said it with the sort of earnestness that
made Darrel want to shy away. “And that—you
see, that emotion, I feel it. I feel all
of your emotions, I can’t help it, and I know when I’m making you
uncomfortable. So I won’t.”
“Yeah,
but…” But how was Darrel supposed to
improve if Grennson wasn’t telling him what he was doing wrong?
“I’m
your friend, not your nanny,” Grennson murmured. “Or your grandmother. I’m not here to tell you all your faults and
demand that you fix them. Change isn’t
something you can force on someone.”
“That
doesn’t keep people from trying.”
“No,
but it doesn’t mean you have to put up with it either.”
Their
conversation was cut short by the abrupt opening of Cody and Ten’s door. Cody’s sponsor came out, red-faced and
flustered, and stared at both of them for a long moment. “He’d better be right about the two of you,”
she said finally. “You better not let
him down, or so help me…” Her voice
trailed off, like she couldn’t quite catch her breath, and then she
straightened up and walked out of the quad without another word.
Darrel
turned to look at Grennson. “What was
that?” he asked.
“I’m
not sure,” Grennson replied, looking worried.
“I’ve been trying not to feel what’s going on in there, but it’s hard
not to notice someone else’s fear.”
“Fear
of what?”
“I can’t
tell you,” Grennson said, and he looked sad about that. “I’m not supposed to know. It’s a secret.”
“Who’s
secret?”
“My
secret,” Cody said from the door. He
looked a little worse for wear, and Ten was standing behind him and scowling at
him but not, as of yet, saying anything, which was a miracle as far as Darrel
was concerned. “I should have guessed
you already knew it,” Cody continued, looking at Grennson with a little smile.
“You
can trust me to keep your confidence,” Grennson said seriously.
Ten
huffed and pushed gently at Cody’s shoulder.
“Get out of the way, already, why don’t you go sit down?” Cody complied, and Darrel took in the
stiffness of his back and the little hunch in his shoulders and realized that
Cody was still injured.
“Why
haven’t you healed yet?” he asked, standing up and pushing his chair toward
Cody. The table had been replaced fast
enough, but several of their chairs had been broken as well, and apparently the
office of requisitions found them harder to come by. “Do you need a Regen boost?”
“Don’t
you think if that would have worked, I’d have already tried it?” Ten
snapped. “Are you as blind when you play
paraball as you are with people?”
Darrel
bit back the insult that hovered on the end of his tongue. You don’t
have to say anything, Ten’s just trying to get a rise out of you. The anger and worry he’d been fighting with
all night sharpened in his chest like a knife, though, and Ten was such an easy
target, ze could take it, ze was asking
for it…
“Don’t
be an asshole,” Cody said tiredly. To
Darrel’s shock, Ten backed down, crossing hir arms and looking sulkily at the
floor. Cody sighed, then reached out and
took Ten’s hand. “And don’t be mad.”
“I’m
not mad, I just hope you know what you’re doing,” Ten said, sounding
ominous. But ze didn’t try to take back
hir hand. Cody glanced over at Darrel and grinned. It was slightly pained, but genuine.
“I
guess you’re the only one out of the loop.”
“What
loop?” Darrel demanded.
“Mine,
I guess. I’m…okay, so…shit. I guess the easiest thing to do is just come
out and say it.” Cody tilted his head
back toward the ceiling and exhaled heavily, then said, “I’m a natural.”
“A
natural what?”
“For
fuck’s sake—”
“Ten, c’mon,
please,” Cody entreated, and Ten shut up again.
That was more astonishing than anything Cody’s said so far. A natural…
“I’m a
genetic natural,” Cody continued. “My
body won’t accept Regen. It’s hard to
get it to accept a lot of medical treatments.
I’m going to age at a normal human rate, which means that if I’m lucky I’ll
live to see a little over a century. I
don’t heal as fast as you do, which is why I’m still feeling the knee I took to
the stomach yesterday. I was accepted to
the Academy with the idea that eventually I would go into covert operations, so
it’s kind of a big deal that I’m telling you this.” His dark blue eyes were fixed firmly on
Darrel’s face, gauging his reaction. “No
one else can know. Ten found out by
accident this morning, and I guess Grennson’s known for a while…”
“I wasn’t
completely sure until last night,” Grennson said. “But I did suspect something like this.”
“I was
supposed to keep it a secret,” Cody said.
“But I wanted you guys to know. I
would have told you from the beginning if I could have.”
“Because
you have no sense of self preservation and are a terrible liar,” Ten
interjected. “We need to know if only to
help you keep your cover. Which we will,”
he added, staring at Darrel like he could bore holes through Darrel’s brain if
he just tried hard enough. “Right?”
This
was…confidential. This was majorly, majorly confidential, there was no
reason Darrel should know this. He wasn’t
brilliant like Ten or empathic like Grennson, he wouldn’t have figured it out
on his own. He shouldn’t know this. He shouldn’t be part of some secret society,
like they were a special little club, like they were—fuck, family.
Darrel
still hadn’t said anything, and Cody was starting to look concerned. “Darrel?
Will you help me out here?”
Fuck
this. Fuck this, Cody shouldn’t be relying on Darrel for anything, didn’t
he know how bad Darrel was at this? At
everything? He could ask for a transfer,
someone else could take his place here, someone who really knew how to be a
friend and keep a confidence…
Darrel’s
comm unit rang. Mechanically, he pulled
the caller information up on the table top.
Grandmother. Right, she had an appointment to tell him how
disappointed she was. How unlike his
father he was. How hard he needed to try
to live up to that impossible, unreachable ideal.
Grennson’s
hand on top of his made Darrel jump. He
looked up at the Perel, but Grennson didn’t say anything, just smiled.
It was
too late to keep from disappointing his family.
Maybe, though, Darrel might manage not to disappoint his quad. He turned his comm unit to DNR, cutting off
his grandmother’s call, and brushed her caller ID away. “You can count on me,” he said. “I won’t tell anyone.”
“You’d
better not,” Ten sniped, but Cody just grinned again.
“Thank
you.” Darrel felt himself start to blush
and made himself act nonchalant, shrugging slightly.
“Sure.”
“Yay, we’re
all on board,” Ten cut in. “Hurray for
the Four Space Rangers. Now we just have
to figure out why we’ve been turned
into a unit, and life will be lovely.”
“You think
there’s a reason we were put together?” Grennson asked.
“For
the umpteenth time, yes, seriously all of you need to meet Admiral Liang and
figure this shit out for yourselves, the man is brilliant, nothing happens by
chance, are you honestly that naïve? Yes.” Ten said.
“Why,
though?” Darrel asked. “What are we
supposed to do together?”
They
all stared at each other for a long moment.
“That,” Cody said finally, “is a really, really good question.”
The addition insight on Darrel and his emotional baggage is nice. I like the 'the Four Space Rangers' reference; does Ten know about Cody's childhood attachment to that franchise?
ReplyDeleteI have some ideas about what naturalism might be (cause & cure) but your clues are rapidly shrinking the possibilities.
Hey, yanah...do you have a science background? Do you care to help me figure out the root of naturalism? I have some ideas and can always adapt, but I also know how little I know about biology, genetics and medicine, so feel free to chat me up about this!
DeleteYes. I'd be happy to. Can you get my email contact from the profile? Or do you have a (in)direct contact you are willing to share?
DeleteI couldn't find your email, Yanah, but you can get in touch with me at carizabeth@hotmail.com. Just put your name or a reference to the blog in the subject line so I know it's you. Thank you for your help!
DeleteGood to see the way the quad is coming together; I'm pretty sure that is one of the roads to helping them all deal with their issues not just Cody. I like to let stories unfold but one thing I hope to one day see is Jonah and Garrett meeting and dealing with the Four. (Actually I just want more of Jonah and Garrett.)
ReplyDeleteOh, Jonah and Garrett will be meeting the quad. They're going to stop by on their way back from gallivanting around the Central System. It's going to be so much fun to write, I'm looking forward to it.
DeleteAvidreader, i'm up for more Jonah anytime! But Cari already knows about that hehehe.
ReplyDeleteI do like the idea of the four interacting together, but I thought a training exercise on Pandora might be a way to go. Both Jonah and Garrett have important jobs (research-dear god, could you just see Garrett having to give lessons to Ten!) so it wouldnt be implausible (?) for something like that. And whatshername in charge...hahahaha!!! The 4 would drive her to drink! Maybe throw in a bit of robby and wyl...omg!! Hahahaha!!!! Security and mechanical engineering...it would be an absolute hoot! Hmmm maybe just a holiday...might be too much for the little pandora community! ;D
Great chapter Cari! Its surely time for cody's secret to be shared. It might end up with them as a covert unit, but i think its more in the way of contacts for cody to trust later when he may need help. Just my opinion!
Lovin it!
Scottie
The four interacting w jonah and garrett***
DeleteAnd sorry i got cari'd away with that comment lol
Scottie
Cari'd away, you are so punny, baby;)
DeleteA training mission would be awesome, but Pandora is so far away...I might work out something closer, and like I said to Avid, there will be J&G interaction with the quad. Oh god, Ten and Garrett together...shit would explode.
Lol thought you'd like Cari'd away :)
DeleteEither explode or implode! Or Garrett having a complete meltdown! Oh geez, i don't think I've had this much fun with possibilities in awhile! Thank you so much!
Scottie