Cloverleaf Station: Chapter Twenty-Two, Part One

 Notes: Smexy times ahead! Don't read if you don't like that sort of thing, it's all sex and pining for the next thousand words.

Title: Cloverleaf Station: Chapter Twenty-Two, Part One

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Chapter Twenty-Two, Part One

 

If he had been in Cloverleaf Station with anyone else at this point, Kieron might have lost his mind.

What did you do when there was…well, nothing left to do? When there was nothing to drive you forward, no goal to be met, nothing to anticipate or prepare for? Certainly, he had to get ready to travel to Trakta and return Zak to Xilinn and the others, but that wasn’t going to be possible for several more months. The research that he was monitoring for other scientists was all proceeding fine, and there was no work to do on his probes, or changes he could make to the search algorithm, or anything he needed to do for his oldest friend any longer.

Kieron had never thought beyond that for himself. He had no personal goals, no dreams, no expectations for the future. He was adrift in space, with no war to wage any longer. It was painful, reminding him of how he felt after he’d been rescued from the mess that was Hadrian’s Colony and sent off to school with no friends, no family, very little of the common Federation language under his command, and years behind when it came to education that didn’t revolve around survival and tactics. He’d fallen into a depression that had eaten up the better part of a standard year before finally getting help for it, and meeting Zakari shortly thereafter had revived his interest in life. Who was here to revive him now?

Well, Elanus was, and he’d taken on that role very literally. Kieron had more sex in the first week after Deysan’s death than he’d had the rest of his life combined, and while it tapered off a little after that, their intimacy was still a constant. Elanus was…buoyant, energized, as lively as a child without the weight of his former partner’s crimes hanging over them any longer. He was the perfect match for Catie, who could equal him for exuberance, and the perfect foil for Kieron, who was naturally inclined toward being more pensive and introverted.

It was hard to be introverted when someone had four of their fingers and the tip of their thumb inside of you.

“You feel so good,” Elanus purred as he stroked Kieron’s entrance, not adding any more but not going easy on him either. “You’re so perfect for me, look at you. Not even I could make a better man, and you know I’ve tried. It’s the sort of thing I would do, isn’t it? I thought I could create the perfect partner for myself.”

He pressed all four fingers deep, sliding his thumb along the rim of Kieron’s stretched hole. “I tried to. I tried fun and flirty, I tried calm and collected. I tried to make intellectuals and adventurers and even geniuses like me, and they all made me so…” He curled his fingers, and Kieron gasped. “Bored. So predictable. Not you, though.” Elanus leaned down and kissed the inside of Kieron’s knee. “Fuck, you’re better than I could have ever imagined. Better every single day, and it’s awful, I want to be with you all the time and even when I am it’s not enough. I want to be inside you, and I never want to leave.”

He rubbed the tips of his fingers over Kieron’s prostate, and Kieron shut his eyes against the onslaught of sensation. He couldn’t make himself be silent, but he didn’t have to watch Elanus devour him with his eyes, either, cataloguing Kieron’s response to every sensation. “So sweet and so shy,” Elanus murmured, and Kieron wanted to kick him to shut him up…but he didn’t, because that would require moving and he just didn’t have it in him right now. Not when everything felt so good, so much.

Elanus pulled his hand out, and that got Kieron’s eyes open and his ire up, ready to snap at Elanus to fucking get back in there when he suddenly spread Kieron’s knees apart, lifted his hips, and slid his cock inside of him.

It didn’t hurt. Not even a twinge, not after four fingers and the fact that they’d been fucking almost every day for a month. It felt like a permanent space had been carved out inside of his body for Elanus, hewed through dedication and gentle, continuous attention. Kieron had never felt like this for anyone before; he’d never even imagined he could.

It was going to hurt so bad to have to say goodbye when this was all over.

Just the thought made his eyes water. To keep Elanus from seeing it, he wrapped his lover’s arms up tight with his own and drew him down, forcing their bodies flat against the mattress and changing the angle inside of him to something less acute, but no less enjoyable for it.

“Are you hungry?” Elanus asked with a smile in his voice? “Want me to get on with it already?”

“You know I do,” Kieron replied, and if his voice was a little gravelly, well, that couldn’t be helped. He wasn’t a liar, he couldn’t hide the truth. He could only stop himself from expressing it in the first place. “You always take so damn long to get started.” He clenched down around Elanus’s cock and was rewarded with a hiss from his lover. “Move.” Kieron began to shift himself beneath Elanus, searching for a feeling that would leave him in control, rather than so far out of it he didn’t know that he’d ever find his way back to what was once second nature. “Please, move, I need you.”

“I know.” Elanus kissed him, barely a brush of lips between breaths, but it made Kieron’s skin tingle like he’d been jolted with electricity. “I know what you need, sweetheart.” He began to move faster, his motions smooth and hard, and it was just right—just this side of too much, perfect. Elanus knew how to make it perfect.

He’s fucking ruined me. I hate him, I hate him, I… But Kieron couldn’t lie to himself either, so he kept his eyes closed and urged Elanus on until he was fucking Kieron hard enough to drive him up the bed, hard enough that neither of them lasted as long as they usually did. Elanus came first, which was unusual, but it seemed like it the orgasm had been ripped out of him, leaving him breathless and sweating and, when Kieron looked up, slightly wild around the eyes. He slid down and out, and Kieron did kick him this time, but then—

Four fingers and the tip of his thumb filled Kieron again, pressing deeper, larger than anything he’d had before and he couldn’t take it all, he was still too tight, too tense, but it felt amazing and there was his lover’s mouth swallowing him down, slick and tight and sucking him so good, and he couldn’t…he couldn’t…

He couldn’t stop himself from falling, couldn’t keep from tipping over the edge. He came, and when he saw stars they were totally new ones, conjured up just for him. His fall was long and hard, and when he woke up after hitting the bottom Elanus was there, lying next to him and holding him close, staring at him with hooded eyes that promised something he couldn’t name, couldn’t even recognize.

They didn’t speak. It just didn’t seem right. They held onto each other tightly, though, and for the first time in days, Kieron didn’t dream about being alone.

It was a small blessing, but he’d take it.

Cloverleaf Station: Chapter Twenty-One

 Notes: So for some reason the first part of Deysan's chapter isn't showing up in Blogger. Because UGH, FFS. So I'm posting the chapter in its entirety, right down to the bitter and well-deserved end, just in case this isn't a bug. Which I'm sure it it, but still. Both parts are included, so if you've read the first part already, KEEP GOING!

Title: Cloverleaf Station: Chapter Twenty-One

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Chapter Twenty-One, Part One

 

The cold receded gradually, feeling following it: tingling in the fingertips, stiffness in the neck, a sense of nausea that only got worse the warmer Deysan Moritz became. Ten seconds after becoming aware of the fact that he was waking up out of cryo, he leaned over the side of his open tube and vomited a load of stomach acid and preservative onto the floor.

Of fucking course Elanus would see to it he didn’t get the injections to prevent sickness coming out of cryo. But…why was he coming out of cryo? Deysan had expected to be locked in this fucking tube until his jailers came to pick him up. Instead, the darkness of the cryo room was broken by red and yellow emergency lighting, spinning around in circles. It took a moment for his ears to come back online, but when they did Deysan heard an automated voice calmly repeating: “Flare incoming. Emergency procedures enacted. All personnel head to the secure shelters in the center of the station. Flare incoming. Emergency procedures enacted. All personnel head to the secure shelters in the center of the station. Flare incoming—”

Deysan grabbed the set of plain, utilitarian work clothes that were stored in the bottom of every cryo unit and pulled them on, then staggered over to the wall and slapped his hand against it. “Computer, explain flare,” he said hoarsely, coughing around what felt like a rock in his sternum. Shit, he was in bad shape. He’d probably be able to sue the fucking asshole who ran this station for it, once he was picked up. After all, Gania wasn’t going to let one of its wealthiest representatives be treated like a prisoner, no matter what he was accused of.

“A radiation flare from Cloverleaf Quasar is due to reach this station in thirty-seven minutes,” the computer said. “This will bring radiation levels to three times what they are now, for a duration of three-point-two-one minutes. All personnel must proceed to the secure shelters in the center of the station.”

Deysan stood there for a moment, absently rubbing his chest as he tried to wrap his head around this information. He’d been woken up out of his cryo sleep because an emergency situation was about to happen. Given the fact that he hadn’t seen Elanus’s sneering face the second he opened his eyes, Elanus and the…whoever it was who he’d almost killed, god damn it he’d been so close…didn’t realize that he’d been released. They were probably sitting in the shelter right now, safe and sound, not thinking anything for their hapless prisoner.

Not so hapless now. Thirty-seven minutes…that was a long time, comparatively. Plenty of time to, oh, get a ship into space and activate its high-speed drive before Elanus even knew it was gone. Three times the radiation was a lot even for the Catalina’s capabilities, but it wouldn’t last long. She’d endured days under this place’s regular deadly radiation without a blip. If he wore a greenie suit, ordered her to focus her shielding on him, he should be able to endure it. And after that…

The universe was waiting for him. And Elanus wouldn’t be able to follow, not without cooking himself in his insufficient second ship. Perfect.

Now who’s having the last laugh, you piece of shit?

“Computer, keep this contact classified,” Elanus commanded as he slid his feet into a set of papery shoes.

“Understood.”

“Guide me to the hangar that contains Elanus Desfontaines’ ship Catalina.”

“Understood.” A string of glowing blue lights appeared on the wall. Deysan followed them on wobbly legs, stopping every now and then to vomit. He was going to make Elanus pay for this treatment. He was going to break his spirit, break it completely. He’d record it all, make sure Elanus could see him forcing his stupid ship to damage itself before he handed it over to his buyers.

It was going to be beautiful.

The lights led him to a vaguely familiar hangar, and the door opened instantly at his touch. In the center of the large, dark room was…was…Deysan narrowed his eyes. That was the Catalina? It had generally the right contours, but the lines seemed a little different, the—

“Daddeee?” A flash of color played over the hull, and Deysan’s suspicions vanished. This was it, all right—refitted, for some reason, probably just because Elanus was bored, but the same mechanics underneath the new fittings. He kind of liked the bulkier, retro look, actually.

“Computer, isolate all audio and visual in this hangar,” Deysan said.

“Understood.”

Deysan watched as the flare of pink light turned orange, then dark, dark red. Yes, Catalina had figured out who he was. It was scared…just how he liked it to be. “Noooooo,” it bleated into the hangar, a desolate cry shared with no one who cared. “Where’s myyyy daddeeee?”

“I guess he didn’t care enough about you to let you know,” Deysan replied, and watched the effect of his words ripple across the ship’s frame. God, Elanus had made such a delicious mistake when he programmed an AI to incorporate feelings. “We’re getting out of here, you and me.”

“Noooo!”

“Oh yes we are,” Deysan growled, limping over to the ship and knocking threateningly on its frame. “You’re going to take me out of this place and you’re going to do it fast, because if you don’t I’m going to go find your daddy right now and smash his head in with a sonic wrench, do you understand me?”

“Not myyy daddeeee,” Catalina crooned desolately. “Nooo, please.”

“Then shut up and get ready to get out of here.” That was the beautiful thing about a ship that “thought” for itself—it could make decisions that counteracted the orders of its creator. No doubt Elanus had told it that Deysan wasn’t to be trusted or listened to, but this was a young, naïve intelligence. When he leveled threats, it took them seriously, like a child would. That meant he could take it out into space without Elanus being able to do a goddamn thing about it.

Undone by his own hubris in giving a machine the ability to make these kinds of decisions. It was perfect. Deysan hoped he got to see Elanus’s reaction via the comm system when he realized what Deysan had done.

With the ship’s engines humming into pre-flight mode, Deysan turned to the station’s computer. “Where are the greenie suits?”

“Third compartment to the right of the door by which you entered.” Deysan went and got one, struggling into it. His heart was beating too fast…but he’d be fine once he’d had a chance to rest, and to gloat. “The hangar door cannot be opened,” the ship’s computer went on.

Deysan scowled. “Why not?”

“Emergency procedures dictate that all external openings be under lockdown during a flare.”

“The flare isn’t here yet,” he argued.

“We are within the risk zone, as the flare is expected in approximately twenty-one minutes. The hangar cannot be opened.”

Fuck, fuck, fuck. How was he supposed to threaten a stupid computer into compliance?

The answer presented itself as soon as Deysan thought of the question. “Catalina,” he snapped, “figure out a way to override the hangar door’s controls in…” How long should he give it? “Five minutes, or I’m going to kill your daddy slowly.”

The ship whined again—like a dog, Deysan thought. Some of his fellow CEOs had been enamored of the ancient Earth canines, resurrecting their DNA and making designer dogs for themselves. Elanus hadn’t been one of them, but apparently the exposure had stuck.

Three and a half minutes later, Catalina announced in a small voice, “The doooors will oooopen noow.”

“Good.” Deysan looked around the hangar one last time, but there was nothing here he needed. The ship was bound to be stocked with food, and Elanus knew better than to leave his getaway vessel under-fueled. “Then we’re getting out of here.”

And as soon as they were a safe distance away, he was going to call Elanus to gloat…right before he flew off to make his next fortune.

Good fucking riddance.

 

Chapter Twenty-One, Part Two

 

“Flare incoming in five minutes. Emergency procedures enacted. All personnel must head to the secure shelters in the center of the station immediately. Flare incoming in four-point eight minutes. Emergency procedures enacted. All personnel must—”

The station’s computerized voice cut off abruptly as Deysan shut the outer airlock. He frowned as he tried to figure out how to get the inner door to close—this was so much more intuitive before Elanus had made all these ridiculous changes to the ship. Eh, he’d get it to handle it on its own. “Catalina, prepare for departure,” he said, picking his helmet up off the floor and heading for the bridge. This area, at least, hadn’t changed much. It was more intuitive than ever—he hardly had to do a thing at all before the ship was anticipating him.

It wouldn’t do to let the bitchy little thing anticipate him too readily. He’d have to make sure he scolded it for something after the flare was over, really punish it—maybe while he still had Elanus on the line. And speaking of…

“We are prepaaaared for depaaaarture,” the ship said quietly. “Opening hangar doooors.”

Deysan sat and watched in satisfaction as the station’s hangar opened exactly as the Catalina had said it would. This ship really did have a magnificent brain, for what it was. “Take us out. Then hail the station again—make sure it gets through to Elanus.”

“Yesss siiir.”

Good ship. Maybe he’d teach it to call him Master. That would be gratifying. The thrusters kicked on—a little noisier than he remembered, but their glide out into space was smooth enough. “Excellent. How long until the flare?”

“Two and a haaaalf minutes.”

“Any response from Elanus?”

“Not ye—yesss. He is respondiiing. Should I—”

Deysan banged his heel against the Catalina’s control panel. “Of course I want you to connect us, you stupid thing! What have I been asking for this whole time?”

“I’m sorrrrreeee,” she whined. There was a moment of staticky crackling, and then—

“You son of a bitch!” Ah, there was the tone Deysan had been anticipating with such glee—fury mixed with sheet terror. “What the hell do you think you’re doing to Catie?”

Deysan chuckled. “Catie, huh? My gods, have you gotten sentimental as you’ve aged. Bad enough you made the ship sound like a child, now you’ve got to give it little nicknames? Ridiculous…but I appreciate knowing that. Now I know what to call her when she’d being a very bad girl on the way to the Turial System.”

“Deysan, no.” Ah, now came desperation and wheedling—some of his favorites. It was especially satisfying hearing it from this too-proud, overly stubborn piece of shit. “Come on, that’s not—your buyers can’t be expecting you now. It’s been too long. Let me…I’ll buy her back myself.”

Oh, that was a cute offer. “I don’t think you can afford what I’d ask for her,” Deysan said with a sneer. “The price tag starts with your loverboy’s dick on a platter and ends with both your hands chopped off and set down next to it. Is he there? The man you sent to do the job you couldn’t?”

“I’m here,” a new, unfamiliar voice said. Deysan wished he could get a visual—he honestly didn’t remember much of this man, other than the fact that he’d somehow taken control of Catalina when that shouldn’t have been possible. He hammered his heel into the control panel again. You’re gonna pay for that too.

“Ah, good, good. I want you both to hear this.” Deysan leaned in close to the audio pickup. Blood pulsed in the veins at his temples, his fierce satisfaction raising his blood pressure. “I’m going to take this little ship you both think so highly of, and by the time I’ve sold it, I’ll have broken down every facet of its ridiculous personality and rewritten it completely. By the time I’m done with her, your ‘baby’ isn’t even going to remember your name. Every memory of you will be tainted, every mention of you will bring pain. She’ll shy away from your legacy, and the best you’ll be able to hope for is never being thought of at all. Do you understand me? I’m going to rebuild her into a perfect little slave, and you’ll never be thought of by her again.”

“Ambitious of you.” Elanus’s voice was oddly dry, none of the anxiety in it he’d been projecting earlier. “And probably premature, given that you’re about two minutes away from permanent brain damage right now.”

What was he talking abo—oh shit, the flare! Deysan struggled into his helmet, annoyed by the fumbling way it went on—who had designed this crap? “I think,” he said heavily once he had it on, “that your little ship will be able to protect me well enough from the flare. She’d better, if she knows what’s good for her.”

“Hmm…she probably could,” Elanus agreed. “If you were inside of her. Which you’re not.”

“And if there were really a flare coming,” the other man added. “Which there isn’t. You’ve been flying around exposed to full radiation in sub-standard shielding for the past three minutes. And I’m betting you weren’t wearing a greenie suit for most of it, were you?”

“What?” This was…no, what the hell? “This is the Catalina!” he roared. “Stop trying your mind games, Elanus Desfontaines, they won’t work on the man who taught them to you!”

“This isn’t a game,” Elanus said coldly. Deysan’s former protégé sounded darkly serious, no trace of the flippant young man he’d once been in his voice. “And that’s not Catie. That’s Kieron’s ship, the Daring Do. It’s a pretty good little ship, way better shielded than most, and we did do a fabulous job retrofitting her to pass for Catie, but the truth is, you’ve been had.”

“What…” Deysan shook his head even though they couldn’t see it. “What? No. That’s…that’s not…” That’s impossible. He’s lying. “No, the flare, the emergency procedures, that’s—that’s why I was let out of cryo! That’s why—”

“I let you out of cryo,” Elanus purred. “I let you out and gave you a chance to react. I wanted to see what you would do with it. Whether you’d decide to take your medicine and face your charges, or whether you’d attempt to break out of here like a fool. And I have to say, you surpassed my wildest expectations with your efforts. Thank goodness Catie isn’t actually hearing any of the shit that’s coming out of your mouth.”

“But…she’s…the ship, she’s talking…”

“Oh, is she? Or is that me?” Deysan shuddered as Elanus’s voice reverberated all around him. “Me using her voice,” he said, and he was, and just hearing it gave Deysan a headache. And now his nose was itching… “You’ve been talking with me all along, old ‘friend.’ And now you’re dying.”

“No, I…” Deysan suddenly noticed the growing pool of red in the bottom of his helmet. His nose was bleeding, badly. And now his eyes were starting to feel scratchy as well, and his throat was irritated, like he needed to clear it. “I…”

“You can always come back,” the other man—Kieron, the fucking bastard—said. “Come back to the station, get treatment for your radiation poisoning, and be turned over to Ganian authorities with the understanding that everything you’ve said has been recorded and that additional charges will be brought based on that. Or…”

“Or float away,” Elanus cooed. “Float away into the meteor field, and maybe if you’re lucky you’ll get smashed to smithereens before you asphyxiate on your own lymph fluid. Either way, I end up a very happy man.”

“You,” Deysan snarled, fighting the urge to cough. “You son of a…I should have found you and killed you once I was out of that…cryo tank, I should have…beaten your head in—”

“With a sonic wrench, yes yes, I know, I’ve heard all your little threats before. Yawn. Dull. What’s it going to be, D? Do you want to come back and rest up so that you can sit in a tiny cell for the rest of your life, or do you want to go out a free man…and die like one, too?”

“I—I—” If you get back, there’s always the chance you’ll be able to escape. You can bribe your next jailers, bribe Ganian officials, bribe whoever you need to! He wanted to go back…but he couldn’t get the words out of his mouth. Everything was starting to hurt, and all he could seem to do was cough and cough. More blood splattered the inside of his helmet, now flecked with bits of flesh.

“Welp, I’m gonna take that as a final ‘the hell with you’ then,” Elanus said with glee. “It was awful knowing you, have fun out there, and if you need anything, well…get fucked.” He ended the transmission.

Deysan groped for the broadcast button, clawing at it, but his limbs had become terribly weak. No, no, I don’t want this! I don’t want to die like this! Take me back! TAKE ME BACK! He wanted to scream, to cry, to beg…

But it was too late. He couldn’t move, he could only slump to the floor of the ship—this ship that wasn’t the Catalina, this ship that couldn’t save him on its own—and slowly, painfully, and irrevocably meet his end.

Three and a half minutes later, he did.

And no one missed him.