Well, here's something I haven't done in a while: announced a story's acceptance in an anthology. This one Missed Connections, courtesy of Less Than Three Press, and will technically be my second acceptance from them, although the first isn't published yet. Here, have some details!
A fleeting glance across a crowded space. Trains passing by in the night. Second chances that weren’t supposed to happen. Old friends reunited. Sometimes rediscovering a person and having new feelings can be just as intense as an initial spark. Whatever the reason for not seeing them is gone, and these men and women are ready to make up for any time missed. LT3 is seeking stories about capturing a moment that was thought to be lost, about reaching out and grabbing hold before they’re gone forever, and always, always, about finding their happy ending.
***
My particular story is called Evergreen, and is less about a missed connection than about failure to launch. Literally: my boys are astronauts in the space program of 2067, training for a one-way mission to Mars. They meet, they fall in love, everything looks good and then--
Well, you'll have to read it to find out:) I'll post an excerpt here once this bad boy is edited to within an inch of its life. I'm very excited! Yay! Now if only I can bang out my Goodreads story, edits for Camellia and read and review a book for Review The Rainbow over the weekend, my life will be sparkles and magic.
Friday, March 7, 2014
Wednesday, March 5, 2014
Got my Love's Landscape prompt!
The Goodreads M/M Romance group is doing their annual free reads event, which I love to take part in. The prompting process was a little fraught this year (I suppose it is every year, but this year, ugh, I was waking up too early just to be denied) but I now have my story prompt and am ready to go forward.
Let me share!
Dear Author,
I’m sending this on behalf of my boss of whom the picture depicted. Been working with him a couple of years as his law firm as his secretary replacing a string of female secretaries in just a few months.
He’s not difficult to work for, my boss is. Honestly. I just think my successors expected too much from him... outside of work. I mean, look at his face! Admittedly, even I have a bit of crush on him. But even I had to face fact that he’s way, waaay out of my reach. Come to think of it, he never had any romantic involvement with anybody during the years I work for him. The only dinner, lunch, or breakfast reservations I had to make for him were either for work meetings or with his folks. Which reminds me I had to make one soon for the later as his folks are coming for a visit the day after tomorrow.
As courteous as he’d been with them, my boss doesn’t really seem close or comfortable with his elder. He gave me short version of his not-so-happy-happy childhood earlier in my days so I stopped yapping at him to buy meaningful gifts for them. As kind and quiet my boss is, he can be quite stern when he rebukes me. I find this quite sexy, but please don’t tell him I say so.
So, dinner reservations for three on next Friday evening... Wait, is that "4" he wrote in my agenda or I need to have my eyes checked. It IS! Does this mean he’d bring a date to meet the rents? How did I miss this? I didn’t see him behaving any differently around the office. People who dates should’ve shown some symptoms, aren’t they. And how come I never know he’s got close with anyone; male or female. I’m with him almost 12 hours a day! Well, at the office, on the phones, etc etc.
I’ve got to find out more about this!!!
Sincerely,
Didi
Yep, I chose a contemporary, light-ish, sweet romance to write this year. Last year my dark and dangerous story did really well, but oh my god, it was a time sink. Hopefully this year's will be easier to write (and a little shorter, please brain, a little shorter) but still fun to read. The finished product is due by May 1st. I'll give you guys excerpts and, eventually, the whole thing to read if you're not a member of that group. I recommend joining if you're in the mood for free fiction, though. This event produces hundreds of amazing stories each year.
Let me share!
Dear Author,
I’m sending this on behalf of my boss of whom the picture depicted. Been working with him a couple of years as his law firm as his secretary replacing a string of female secretaries in just a few months.
He’s not difficult to work for, my boss is. Honestly. I just think my successors expected too much from him... outside of work. I mean, look at his face! Admittedly, even I have a bit of crush on him. But even I had to face fact that he’s way, waaay out of my reach. Come to think of it, he never had any romantic involvement with anybody during the years I work for him. The only dinner, lunch, or breakfast reservations I had to make for him were either for work meetings or with his folks. Which reminds me I had to make one soon for the later as his folks are coming for a visit the day after tomorrow.
As courteous as he’d been with them, my boss doesn’t really seem close or comfortable with his elder. He gave me short version of his not-so-happy-happy childhood earlier in my days so I stopped yapping at him to buy meaningful gifts for them. As kind and quiet my boss is, he can be quite stern when he rebukes me. I find this quite sexy, but please don’t tell him I say so.
So, dinner reservations for three on next Friday evening... Wait, is that "4" he wrote in my agenda or I need to have my eyes checked. It IS! Does this mean he’d bring a date to meet the rents? How did I miss this? I didn’t see him behaving any differently around the office. People who dates should’ve shown some symptoms, aren’t they. And how come I never know he’s got close with anyone; male or female. I’m with him almost 12 hours a day! Well, at the office, on the phones, etc etc.
I’ve got to find out more about this!!!
Sincerely,
Didi
Yep, I chose a contemporary, light-ish, sweet romance to write this year. Last year my dark and dangerous story did really well, but oh my god, it was a time sink. Hopefully this year's will be easier to write (and a little shorter, please brain, a little shorter) but still fun to read. The finished product is due by May 1st. I'll give you guys excerpts and, eventually, the whole thing to read if you're not a member of that group. I recommend joining if you're in the mood for free fiction, though. This event produces hundreds of amazing stories each year.
Tuesday, March 4, 2014
The Academy Post #13
Notes: I keep
intending to get to the meat of the plot, and then everyone keeps wanting to
socialize and interact. Damn it, it’s
just so easy to write conversation with these people. Next time, I swear, we’ll start moving things
along. For now, enjoy the fireworks!
Title: The Academy
Part Thirteen: Low
Blow
***
To say
that their club got off to an inauspicious beginning would be a bit like
saying, “Drifters make people nervous.”
It was the truth, but it was only one, bland facet of the bigger issue,
which was that some people were fundamentally incompatible. Couple that with unreasonable as well, and
you had the start of Grennson’s culture club.
Actually,
no, the very start of it was
okay. Darrel requisitioned a few more
chairs and expanded their table to fit eight, Grennson made lhosa tea, Cody cleaned up the kitchen
and Ten actually brought someone with hir, which was honestly more than Cody expected.
“Bartholomew,
this is everyone. Everyone, Bartholomew
Applegate. Yes, he’s a Friend, no
Grennson, that’s not what you think it is, yes he’s here to preach about where
he comes from but no, he promises not to try and convert you,” Ten said after
dragging the husky boy into the quad behind hir. “Now we’ve got what, ten minutes before this
is supposed to start? Come with me, I
want to talk to you about gene bundling.”
“Ten,
you can’t take him away now!” Cody protested.
“We didn’t even get to introduce ourselves.”
“I
introduced you more efficiently, he already knows your names,” Ten said.
“That
doesn’t even count.”
“How
would you know what counts? You grew up
on the Fringe.”
Bartholomew
looked uncomfortable but Cody didn’t even blink at the rudeness. “Yeah, and my grandfather was the
Federation-appointed governor of an entire planet out there, so trust me when I
say I’m cultured enough to know when you’re being impolite. Hi.”
Cody held out his hand. “I’m Cody
Helms.”
“It’s
pleasant to make your acquaintance,” Bartholomew replied.
“Oh,
good grief.” Ten rolled hir eyes. “Hurry up.”
Grennson
and Darrel actually got as far as giving Bartholomew their names in person before
Ten managed to whisk him off to the bedroom, where hir computer modeling
systems were running at full capacity.
Cody watched them disappear and tried not to feel relieved. Maybe if he had time to ease everyone into
meeting his guest, things would go better.
Pamela
was the next person to show, and she was relentlessly cheerful. “Good morning!” she said as Grennson brought
her in. “I brought muffins.”
“You
didn’t have to bring food,” Grennson said fondly, taking the food and setting
it on the counter. Darrel gave him a
sharp look but didn’t say anything.
“I like
to bake. Strong enough smells obscure my
telepathic ability; did you know our sense of smells are very strongly
correlated to our memories? When I bake,
all I think about is learning to bake with my mother.”
“You’re
a telepath?” Darrel asked, his caramel skin paling slightly.
“Oh,
yes!” She came over and sat down next to
him, and smiled understandingly. “But
it’s very hard to get more than blurry surface thoughts, and I’m doing my best
not to read any of you right now. I
don’t want to violate your privacy, trust me.”
Well,
that was…sort of reassuring, but not very.
Cody did his best to think about anything other than himself: the
muffins, which smelled delicious, Ten being hirself and just taking someone
back into their room without bothering to ask Cody if it was all right, the
taste of Grennson’s tea, the sound of the door chime…
“I’ll
get it,” Darrel said before Cody could stop him, and he headed for the door
with a little smile on his face.
Apparently he liked who he’d invited along.
The smile
fell away when Darrel found not one, but two people waiting in the hall. “Hi Dare,” the girl said. “I saw Kyle on the way over and he told me he
was heading here too. Pretty convenient.” She paused, then asked, “So can we come in?”
“Yes,”
Darrel said, but he didn’t move. “Yeah,
but…”
“I
invited him,” Cody said, trying desperately to keep from blushing. Of course, now that he was thinking about it
he knew he was turning red, fuck. Well,
at least being embarrassed would keep him from thinking about other things.
Darrel
looked at Cody incredulously. “You did?”
“What’s
the problem?” the girl asked. “And could
you not just leave us standing in the hall while you talk about us?”
Grennson
moved forward to play host. “Please come
in.” He offered a human-style handshake
to both of them. “I’m Grennson Kim. Thank you for your interest in this.”
“Xenia
Mohr,” the girl said. “Thanks for
keeping me out of seminar, I hate it when lecturers get mushy.”
“You
must be studying a harder science.”
“Yeah. Micro-quantum.”
“I know
nothing about it, you’ll have to explain it to me when we have a moment,”
Grennson said, then turned to Kyle before Xenia could get started.
“Thank
you for having me. I’m Kyle Alexander,”
he said with a smooth smile.
“Why are my quad mates trepidatious
about having you here, Kyle?”
“I assume it’s because Cody didn’t
tell you I was coming.” He glanced at
Cody and winked, and Cody felt his stomach do that stupid tightening thing
again. Good thing he was already
blushing.
“He’s Valero’s sponsor,” Darrel
added, finally emerging from his stupor and shutting the door. “He’s the captain of the paraball team, too.”
“Oh. Oh,”
Grennson said, understanding suffusing his voice.
“In Cody’s defense, he didn’t know
who I was when he asked me to come,” Kyle continued, and okay, that was enough
of that.
“It doesn’t matter,” Cody said
firmly. “You didn’t have anything to do
with the Valero thing, and you’re a great racer and you come from the most politically-important
planet in the entire Federation. I’m not
sorry I invited you. Thanks for coming.”
“You have the shiniest mind I’ve ever felt,”
Pamela marveled. “It’s like glass, all I
can see in you is a reflection of myself.
But then, I guess you would be like this, since your brother is the
President.”
“I was learning to repulse
telepathic intrusions by the time I was four,” Kyle replied easily. “Don’t take it personally, it’s such a reflex
at this point that I doubt I could let you in if I tried.”
Grennson
looked intrigued. “Do you mind if I
try? I’d love to see if your training
shields against empaths as well.”
“Feel
free,” Kyle said. “Is it easier if you’re
touching me?”
“I
should be able to get an understanding from here.” Grennson’s quills fluttered a bit as he
focused on Kyle. A minute later he
exhaled noisily. “Pamela is right. It’s like a…it’s like looking into a pool of
water. I can sense that there are things
below the surface, but all I can see is myself.
How wonderful.”
“I’m
glad you think so,” Kyle said, and Xenia went after a muffin and for a moment
Cody dared to hope that this would all turn out okay.
Then
Ten came back in, Bartholomew trailing behind.
“Hey, who brought the—what?” Ze looked astonished, which quickly morphed
into fury. “What are you doing here?”
“Ah,
answering questions?” Kyle said with a disarming smile. It didn’t do anything for Ten, whose hands
were flexing like ze had claws at the tips, eager to disembowel someone.
“What
idiot invited you?”
“That
would be me,” Cody said with a wince.
Ten didn’t disappoint.
“Why? Why would you invite the sponsor of the girl
who was verbally abusive to you, who smashed up our quad and used Darrel like a
door scanner and broke a table with me?”
“I’m
not proud of what Valero did, and she’s paying for it already,” Kyle said. Ten rounded on him furiously.
“You
can shut up, I’m not talking to you right now.
Cody, seriously, what the fuck
is wrong with you?”
It took
Cody a long time to get angry, but when he did it tended to come on fast and
hard. He stood up, walked over to Ten
and said, “Get in here,” then headed into their room.
After a moment Ten followed, and
just before ze slammed the door shut Cody heard someone say, “Ooh, lover’s
quarrel?”
Cody rounded on Ten as soon as the
door was shut. “You need to stop it.”
“Stop what?” Ten demanded. “Stop trying to protect you from assholes who
would as soon spit on you as look at you if they knew the truth? Stop trying to learn everything I can about
you so that I can fix you? Stop trying to be—”
“Okay, right there, that’s the
perfect example,” Cody interrupted. “You
say you’re trying to fix me. Here’s the thing: I’m not broken.
I’m not like almost everyone else, but that doesn’t make me a, a toy
that you have to fix in order to be worth anything.”
“I don’t—”
“I know you don’t see it that way,
but that’s what it sounds like, Ten. And
you’ve got to let the thing with Valero go.
Kyle is a nice person—”
“How would you know? You don’t have any classes with him, he’s a
senior cadet! Where did you even—oh, the
track, it had to be the track, that’s the only thing you’ve done apart from
class and studying that I haven’t been there for.” Ten scowled.
“And what, you saw him and decided ‘Oh, this pretty person looks like he’d
be a lovely addition to our dumb little club!’
How is one meeting enough to feel comfortable bringing him here?” Ten’s eyes narrowed. “Do you want to sleep with him? Are you two fucking?”
“Would you listen to yourself?”
Cody demanded. “Now you’re just making
shit up! Yes, I met him at the track,
where he was the only person around who was available to race, and yes, he was
good at it, and yeah, he’s pretty too, but no, I’m not sleeping with him. The only place I’ve been sleeping is here,
which you’d know if you ever bothered to come back from the lab and spend any
time in your own quad, which you haven’t
for the past week because you’ve got
a new fucking puzzle you want to solve.”
Cody held up a hand before Ten could interject.
“And I’m grateful, okay, I’m really
fucking grateful that you want to figure me out because I’d love to be normal like everyone else, I don’t want
to die before everyone else in my family, but people have been working on this problem
for generations, Ten. And you’re a
genius, you’re brilliant and I know you’ll make progress on whatever you set
your mind to, but I’d rather you be my friend first and my savior after. I miss
you.”
Ten looked dumbfounded. “Shut the fuck up.”
“No, you shut up, I’m being
serious. I slept awfully last night, I’ve
got a headache from worrying about this exact thing happening today, Grennson
went and brought a telepath here which has me worrying even more, and I really wish you’d give Kyle
a chance. Because when you’re not happy
I’m miserable, and you’re making me miserable right now.”
Ten sat down on hir bed. “This is emotional manipulation,” ze said,
but it was quiet, not angry.
“This is truth,” Cody said, sitting
down next to hir. “It’s the same thing
sometimes, but right now it’s mostly just truth. I know you’re upset, and I’m sorry about
that. But I can’t bend over to make
everyone happy all the time, Ten.”
“You could probably make Kyle
Alexander very happy by bending over,”
Ten snapped, but there was no heat in it.
“Almost everyone in this stupid Academy would love to bend over for that
man, including most of the instructors.
You know his brother is the president of the entire Federation, don’t
you? Kyle’s even more of a social catch
than Grennson.”
“I didn’t know who he was when I
asked him to come,” Cody admitted. “I’m
actually kind of surprised he said yes, to be honest.”
“Probably for Grennson’s sake,” Ten
said.
“Thanks.”
“Not that you’re not interesting
too,” Ten added. “For your own sake, I
mean. You are, you’re…great.”
“I feel damned with faint praise,”
Cody teased, but Ten looked serious.
“No, I mean it. You’re the nicest person I’ve ever met in my
life, and that should make me want to walk all over you, but somehow it doesn’t. You’re not a sycophant, you’re not a shy
little moose, you’re just…you. I liked
you from the moment I met you, and that never happens to me.”
“Thanks.” They sat in silence for a moment before Cody
asked, “What’s a moose?”
“It’s a tiny little Earth animal.”
“Are you talking about a mouse,
maybe?”
Ten furrowed hir brow. “Maybe.
I don’t know, it’s just an old expression.”
“Huh. I like it both ways. Now, can we go join everyone else? And be nice?
Please?”
“Don’t beg, it makes you sound
weak,” Ten said, but ze stood up and smoothed down hir coat. “I’ll go.
I can’t promise to be nice, but I won’t deliberately taunt him, either.”
“That’s all I ask,” Cody said.
Tuesday, February 25, 2014
The Academy Post #12
Notes: Oh my god,
this is long. LONG. Over four thousand words, and everyone gets a
say. I hope you guys like it, I’m
setting up a bunch of stuff in my head.
Title: The Academy
Part Twelve: Picking and Choosing
***
Ten had
always been a goal-oriented person.
Admittedly, hir goals had never quite been what hir guardian had hoped
for: for example, instead of getting straight As as a child, ze tried to find
the most expedient way to chemically desiccate a corpse. Ten had gone through a taxidermist phase when
ze was eight, mostly preserving rewels and round-eyed newts, but it turned out
that no one ze knew was interested in getting Ten’s carefully-posed bodies as
presents, so ze stopped soon after. Ze
had never killed the animals hirself, but there were only so many affronted
looks an eight year old could take before it just became easier to not give
people presents at all.
The
point was, Ten liked to accomplish things.
When ze set a goal for hirself, it was never with the thought that ze
might not complete it. Now Ten had a
major goal, figuring out a cure for naturalism, and a minor goal, getting a
stupid buddy to bring to Grennson’s stupid club. At least the Admiral had made it a for-credit
endeavor, otherwise Ten would never have wasted hir time on something so
pointless. But now that ze had a reason
to do it, the best way ze could think of to combine hir goals was to find
someone in the pre-med department, convince them to be hir friend, and bring
them along to the club so Ten would have something productive to do while
everyone else was learning about culture. God.
Ten had
morning classes in biochemistry which were mostly boring for hir at this point,
but which ze knew the pre-med people had to take in order to get anywhere in
medicine. This, then, would be hir
hunting ground. Ze sat at hir table in
the back, tuned out the lecturer and focused on the students around hir. Surely someone here had to be a good
candidate.
Let’s
see…that one was still wetting the bed, judging by the faint pattern of stains—had
she never heard of autocleaners?
Probably too embarrassed not to wash them by hand. Clearly not a good judge of temporal economy,
no go. That one looked to be failing, if
the frown lines on his forehead were any indication. He was far too young, especially with Regen,
to be sporting frown lines unless he had reason to be unhappy with himself far
too often. That one was using dust on
the sly, that one seemed nice enough but had a terrible sense of fashion—Ten already
had to put up with that from Cody, ze wasn’t about to introduce another source
of eye strain into hir life. That one
was clearly a wallflower, and a religious one too, if the woven band around his
head meant anything at all, so—
But
wait. Ten racked hir brain for a moment,
remembering back to the beginning of the semester when the lecturer, much more
touchy-feely back then, had asked everyone what they were planning on doing
with their lives. Ten had spouted off
something about “whatever I want” and tried to ignore the rest, but ze
distinctly remembered this one’s answer, because he’d been so hard to
hear. He’d had to say it three times
before the lecturer deemed it loud enough, and his answer had been, “Evolutionary
genetics.”
This,
then, was the perfect person to befriend.
Anyone studying genetics would have access to chemicals and compounds
Ten just couldn’t get on hir own, and was also probably smart enough that Ten
could stand to be around him without wanting to pull hir hair out. What was the kid’s name, though? Something with a B, Ben, Blake, Bart…Bartholomew,
that was it! Bartholomew Leviticus
Josiah Applegate, one of those horribly long Friend names. That was it, he was part of the Friends of
the Universe sect of weirdos. They didn’t
proselytize, that sort of thing was highly discouraged by the Federation, but
they had been carrying forward their mash-up of ancient religions since the
first Earth Exodus in, oh, what was it…2483?
Something like that, whatever, Ten wasn’t a historian.
Now Ten
just had to wait for the stupid lecture to be over. Ze played with gene combinations on hir
tablet, pushing different mutations onto the tiny organisms loaded into the
program and watching them respond by thriving or dying. Mostly dying.
Ten frowned. Clearly ze had a lot
to learn about genes.
The
chime finally sounded, and Ten jumped up and ran over to Bartholomew before he
could run away. “Hi,” ze said, sitting
on his desk and looking at him.
“Um…hi?” Bartholomew looked confused. He was a heavyset young man, not much taller
than Ten but probably twice hir weight, and his dark skin should have made him
immune to tells like blushing, but Ten knew that he was by the sudden change in
his pattern of sweating. Sweat…hmm, he was kind of sweaty. Whatever, Ten couldn’t afford to be choosy.
“I have
a proposition for you.”
“Um.” That, that was definitely a blush. “Um,
thank you, I’m very flattered, but I’m not interested in casual sex.”
“What?”
Ten sputtered. “Oh hell no, I’m not asking for…what, sex? Really?
That’s all that sprang to your mind, are you an idiot?”
“Um…no?”
“Good,
because I have to tolerate enough idiots in my life as it is, I don’t want to
waste time on any more of them.
Sex. Honestly. No.”
“Okay. Then…what are you talking about?”
“It’s a
learning proposition. An exchange,” Ten
clarified. “I want to learn more about
genetics from you, and in exchange I’ll help you with your biochemistry work.”
“Ah, I’m
actually scoring near the top of the class in biochemistry already.”
Ten
scowled for a moment, then brightened. “I’ll
also get you into a club that will wipe out your cultural exchange
requirement. All you have to do is hang
out with a group of us in my quad for an hour or two every Saturday and let
people ask you questions about your culture.”
“Really?” Bartholomew actually looked excited at that
prospect. “You would really want to
know?”
“Well, I wouldn’t, I’m in it for the genetics
information, but the other people would.
They’re very polite, it’s a failing.”
“I can
see why you would think so,” Bartholomew said diplomatically. “Aren’t you in a quad with the Perel?”
“Yes. It was his idea.”
“Oh,
wow. Um.
Okay. It’s a deal.” Bartholomew looked up at Ten hopefully. “What kind of information about genetics do
you need?”
Ten smiled,
teeth sharp and bright. “Oh, only
everything.
***
Grennson
had been surprised to learn that there was, actually, a small population of
humans with genetically-inherited skills at empathy and telepathy. It was a rare ability that for a time was
deliberately bred into a certain percentage of the population by older, more
totalitarian governments, and now resided in a select few communities who
tended to isolate themselves on distant planets for the sake of harmony. Grennson had been introduced to a girl like
this in his Human Psychology class, and while she had been friendly, they had
never had a reason to come together before.
Now, however, with his mind turned to finding someone who would be an
interesting addition to their club, he thought about her again. And she heard him.
“Hello!” She sat down next to him at the beginning of
class, a smile wide on her face. She was
unremarkable for a human, with none of the dyes or bright colors or specific
additions to her uniform that would mark her as part of any particular
community. She was short, with
brownish-blonde hair cut in a bob around her head, light tan skin, and brown
eyes. Very average, the sort of person
you wouldn’t look at twice if you didn’t know better. “I understand you want to talk to me.”
“You
are very good,” Grennson congratulated her.
“I didn’t think I was projecting my intent so broadly.”
“Oh,
you weren’t,” she assured him. “I just
usually know when a person is thinking about me. It doesn’t happen all that often.”
“Even
though people know you’re a psychic?”
“Very
few people know that,” she said. “It’s
not really safe. I think you were told
because they hoped it would make you feel more welcome if you knew you had an
ability in common with someone else.”
“But I’m
not a psychic,” Grennson pointed out. “Just
an empath. Feelings aren’t as specific
as thoughts.”
“But
they’re a far better gauge of a person’s course of action, at times,” she
replied. “People think all kinds of
ridiculous things, but they very rarely act on all of them.”
“Your skill
is that specific?”
“Not
really. I get pictures more than
anything else. I’ve learned to close my
mind off to most people’s thoughts, otherwise I might go mad.”
“I
understand that,” Grennson said wholeheartedly.
She laughed and held out a hand.
“I’m
Pamela Wu-Barclay, but you can call me Pam.
And I’d love to come to your club.”
She
seemed genuinely happy at the prospect. In
fact, that was all he could sense from her, happiness. It felt almost strange, after all the strife
and pain of the past few days with his quad mates. Grennson shook her hand, and said, “I am Grennson
Kim Howards, and I would love for you to come.”
“Lovely! Well, that’s all worked out, then.” The lecturer called the class to order, and
as they settled in to listen, Grennson felt accomplished. That had gone much more smoothly than he’d
imagined.
***
Darrel
wished, for the tenth time that week, that he didn’t have to do this. He didn’t want to find someone to bring back
to the quad to take part in Grennson’s club; he got depressed every time he
remembered it. His last pick for a
friend—although pick wasn’t really
the right word, she’d kind of done the picking—had been a total disaster. Valero and he still had classes together, but
she wouldn’t even meet his eyes. She
wasn’t mean to him, she was just…disengaged.
She didn’t talk to anyone that he saw, and once class was done she was
the first one out the door. Obviously a
change had been wrought in her, a hard one, and Darrel felt bad about it.
And,
fuck, there was no way he could bring that up to anyone in the quad. Grennson would be compassionate, but Darrel
knew he thought Valero had gotten what she’d deserved. Cody had no reason to like her, not after she’d
led to his secret getting out, and Ten was probably ready to disembowel the
next person who even considered mentioning Valero’s name. So, Valero was a bust. And there was no chance he could invite
another Legacy, either.
Darrel
didn’t have an answer, so he pushed the problem to the back of his mind and
went on with his days. Classes, paraball
practice, studying Perel with Grennson.
If Grennson could tell that Darrel was conflicted, he didn’t bring it
up. Darrel appreciated that.
The
answer to his problem fell on him out of the sky. Literally: at the last practice of the week,
with the anti-gravity in place to give them a more genuine experience before
their first game next week, Darrel had the ball and was trying to line up his
shot for the goal. He jumped into the
air, letting the anti-grav help him twist into a better position, and just as
he was getting ready to release—
Wham!
The blow came from behind and above, powering Darrel back down to the
ground and squashing him into the field.
“Mohr!”
he heard the coach call out. “What was
that?”
“Legal
tackle, Coach!” the person—girl—called back.
“He was in the air, it’s allowed.”
“It’s
only legal when you avoid the head, Mohr!
You do a tackle like that in a real game and the ref will have you on
the sidelines so fast that it’s your
head spinning. Get off of him.”
The
weight lifted, and Darrel rolled over onto his back to look at his opposition,
who frowned down at him like he’d
done the illegal move, not her.
“You
all right, Parrish?” the coach asked, jogging over from the sideline. The other players had backed off a bit.
“Fine,
Coach,” Darrel replied. There was a sharp
twinge in his neck, but he could already feel it going away. Regen was an amazing thing.
“Good. Five minute break, everyone, while we again go over what constituted a legal
tackle!” he yelled. “Mohr, help him to
the sideline to get some water.”
Mohr
frowned but gave Darrel a hand up and walked with him over to the side of the
field. “I was a legal tackle,” she
muttered. “I avoided your head
completely.”
“Kind
of fucked up my neck and shoulder, though.”
Darrel held up his hands when she glared at him. “I’m just saying.”
“If you
can’t take hard play, you shouldn’t be on the field,” she said hotly.
“I
agree.”
“Oh.” That quelled the fire in her a bit, and she
settled down enough to say, “I’m Xenia.”
“Darrel.”
“Yeah,
I know.” She rolled her eyes when Darrel
looked questioning. “You think I don’t
know every single Legacy that’s on this team?
You guys always get first dibs, even if you don’t have the skill for
it. I got into the Academy on a sports
scholarship, being good at this is what’s gonna keep me here. I have to know who the weak points are.”
Someone
who didn’t fawn over Legacies. Darrel
could see Xenia getting along stupidly well with Ten. “Am I a weak point, then?”
Xenia
shrugged. “Not really. You’re pretty good, but you don’t play with
any heart. You aren’t hungry for it.”
“And
you are?”
“I’ll
do anything to keep from being sent back to the mines,” she said dryly. “You done taking a breather? Because Coach will yell if we’re late.”
“Do you
have anything to do Saturday afternoon?” Darrel blurted. Xenia looked close to shutting him down, and
he hastened to explain. “My roommate is
a Perel, and he was allowed to start a culture club, for credit. We all have to bring someone along who has
something to contribute, and if you know a lot about sports, well, you’d be the
only one, really. He’s trying to learn
as much as he can about humans, and it’ll look good on your transcript.”
“Yeah?” She actually looked interested, which was
encouraging. “And I don’t have to write
any papers or anything?”
“Not
that I know of.”
“And I
get to meet your quad mates? Because you
guys are kinda legendary at this point.”
“Oh, I
fucking know,” Darrel muttered, and Xenia chuckled.
“Fine. Get me the details later. Right now I’ve gotta pretend this team has
real players on it and not a bunch of babies.”
“I’ll
show you a baby,” Darrel said, but he felt lighter as he headed back out onto
the field.
***
Cody’s
problem wasn’t that he had too few people to pick from to bring to the club,
but that there were way too many. It was
funny, he didn’t realize just how many acquaintances he had until he actually
thought about it. When he did, the
numbers were overwhelming.
He knew
almost everyone’s names in all of his classes.
That was something Garrett had taught him: remember a person’s name and
they’ll be flattered and open up to you.
Even though the memorization didn’t come naturally, Cody had followed
his advice, and it was really true.
Every time he said hello to another cadet in the halls, they tended to
smile at him like he’d given them a gift.
It was easy to get lost in the crowd when you were one cadet out of
thousands and thousands, and so it had to seem a little special.
The
girls were especially nice. Samantha in
his physics class, Tyrelle in Introduction to Tactics, Yelena in Chemistry…Cody
never sat by himself, and he had more offers to study together than he knew
what to do with. Cody recognized
flirting, he wasn’t completely sheltered, and he wasn’t at all turned off to
the idea of spending a few hours alone with one of his pretty classmates, but
he just didn’t seem to have the time for it.
He was doing fine in all of his classes except for Chemistry, and he had
Ten to help him with that, so he usually declined. Most of his free time was spent with Phil
learning the tools of the spy trade, and that wasn’t exactly the sort of thing
he could bring into casual conversation, either.
Cody
wasn’t a virgin. His first time had been
with Lacey, back on Pandora. It had been…well,
hilarious was really the only way to describe it. They’d known each other since they were six,
and while Cody was at an age where he could get hard just watching someone walk
away, he wasn’t particularly attracted to Lacey. She wasn’t really into him either, but she’d
offered and he’d accepted and once they’d figured out what worked for them, it
was nice. Really nice. Really, really
nice, especially afterward, when she’d crawled on top of him and rested her
head on his chest, her soft breasts pressed against his stomach, and she’d
stroked his arms while he’d played with her long, pale hair. Lacey was a comfort, was comfortable, and
Cody loved her. But they were friends
first, and he was going away, and Lacey had been okay with that.
Now
that he was here Cody didn’t really have time for a relationship, and he wasn’t
wired to be happy to fuck people he didn’t care about. As for friends, yeah, he had a lot of them,
but no one really stood out in his mind as the sort of person he wanted to
introduce to the rest of his quad. They
were all too much like him: friendly, inoffensive, middle of the road. Cody felt compelled to try and find someone
different, someone who would really stand out from the crowd.
Ten was
the first to pick someone out, and once ze’d dedicated to a cause, ze threw
hirself at it full force. Everyone had
already met Bartholomew, Ten had brought him home the first day, then forced
the guy to speak genetics at hir for hours on end. He was friendly enough, and Cody knew that
what Ten was doing was ostensibly for Cody’s benefit, even if Bartholomew didn’t
realize that, but he kind of missed spending time alone with his roommate.
On the
last day of classes that week, Cody went out to the garage instead of back to
his quad. He wanted to look in on his
bike. All the chemical components were
very stable, but Wyl said it wasn’t good to let them sit idle for too long, and
Cody was dying to go for a ride. He was
pretty much healed up, and he’d invited Ten to come along, but ze’d turned him
down.
“Tomorrow,”
Ten had said distractedly as ze mixed reagents in tiny test tubes. “After the stupid club. And save the good fuel for me.”
“I
will.”
Which
meant Cody would be riding by himself today, but that was fine. He liked solo rides. He’d missed out on a race earlier this week,
but the side benefit of that was that the course was pretty abandoned now. It was a five kilometer circle, with
obstacles you could program in for added difficulty. Cody logged into the course’s control
program, pulled up one of its advanced options and selected everything he
could. There would be a few sharp turns
in there, but he could handle it.
He got
into his protective gear, made sure the bike was fully charged and healthy, and
then rode her out to the beginning of the track. Cody strapped himself in, activated the
frontal shield and waited for the course to finish arranging itself.
Thirty
seconds before the go-ahead, another bike pulled in next to his. It was a little larger, very sleek but
commercial—a Firecat, Cody was pretty sure.
The person on the back of it was taller than him, their face already
hidden by their helmet. “Mind if I join
you?"
“You
know I set it to advanced, right?”
“I
wouldn’t want to run it if it was easy,” the person—the guy—replied. Cody could hear the smile in his voice. “I bet I can finish before you can.”
“Oh,
you’re on,” Cody said, pulling his own helmet down. He watched the counter out of the corner of
his eye. Five seconds. Four.
Three. Two…
The
lights flared and they took off, accelerating toward the first corner. The guy had a slight lead on Cody, since he
was on the inside, but Cody knew he could make it up.
First
obstacle: the rings. They weren’t
material, just projected, but if you made it through all of them without
touching the edges, you upped your score.
Cody swerved tightly, left, right, carefully gauging his elevation as he
shot up into the high ones. He was good
at these, he knew it, but this guy was better.
He pulled another meter ahead.
Next
were the hurdles, which could be hard on a bike’s compressors, but Cody’s were
top of the line. He bounced over them
smoothly, grinning to himself when he noticed the other guy slowing down to
avoid knocking a few of them over. Cody
gained until they were neck to neck heading into the next obstacle, which was…
Oh,
shit, random projectiles. These were
immaterial too, but Cody hadn’t been paying close enough attention and one of
the bars grazed his shoulder as he reacted with a sideways jerk, lowering his
score. He could hear the guy laugh over
the sound of their engines. “You have to
do better than that!” he called out, retaking the lead.
Yeah,
Cody knew that, thank you very much, jackass.
His blood surged as he put on speed, trying to make up time. He grinned helplessly with the fun of it, the
joy of being back on his bike, the race, the competition. They hit the final straightaway, and Cody
nudged even further forward. A few more
meters and he could—
Oh, the
other guy blocked, and blocked hard. Cody had to swerve to the right to avoid
contact with the other guy’s fender when he slowed down suddenly. Blocking was a legal move in a race, a way
for a confident leader to hold onto his position when there was just one other
person to worry about. His bike was big
enough that Cody wouldn’t be able to shove it aside, and fast enough that Cody
wouldn’t be able to maneuver around it in time.
The finish line was closing fast.
He needed a new strategy.
Well,
it had worked before. Cody gritted his
teeth and activated the downward propulsion units, launching his bike into the
air. He pulled it into a loop so he
wouldn’t lose his forward momentum, and had the distinct satisfaction of
watching his opponent’s helmet turn up to watch as Cody sailed over his
head. He righted himself and took the
lead, and a few seconds later he zoomed over the finish line.
The
other guy pulled in to where Cody eventually stopped, laughing. “That was incredible,” he said. “I’ve never seen a tighter loop.”
“One of
my favorite moves,” Cody replied. He
pulled his helmet off and shook out his sweaty hair, the curls flopping over
his face. “I still took a hit on points,
though.”
“You
got more than enough to compensate for the hit by coming in first,” the other
guy replied. “Seriously, sweet
moves. Your bike is something else.”
“Thanks. She’s custom.”
“I can
tell,” the guy agreed. “She’s gorgeous.” He held out his hand to Cody, who shook
it. “Thanks for the race.” Then he turned and started to head back to
the garage.
Maybe
it was the adrenaline, maybe it was because Cody’s finally found someone who intrigued
him, maybe it was just a spur of the moment thing,
but before the guy could get away Cody called out, “Hey! What are you doing tomorrow?”
He
twisted around to look back. The guy was
very attractive from behind, Cody acknowledged, even with the helmet on. There was just something smooth about the way
he moved, liquid and facile. “Why?”
“Because
I need to bring a guest to my quad mate’s club and it has to be someone
interesting, and you’re…uh…interesting,” Cody said, feeling more and more lame
by the second.
“You
don’t even know me.”
“I’d
like to,” Cody offered, pulling in next to him.
“If only so I can figure out how to beat you even harder next time.”
“Next
time I will ride you into the ground,” the other guy promised.
“It’s…look,
you don’t have to say yes,” Cody went on, ignoring the way the innuendo made
his stomach tighten. “I mean, I don’t
even know if you’re a student here.”
“I am,”
the rider said after a moment. “And
sure, why not?” He reached up and took
off his helmet. “Thanks for the offer,
Cadet Helms.”
As Cody
looked at him, dumbfounded, all he could think was, My quad mates are going to kill me.
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